The CIA-KGB suggest suicide... (6)
What kind of shock?
1989, like all the years following my arrival in Moscow, was hard. Tense and very difficult.
By that time, it was clear that the Soviet Union and its socialism (or what remained of socialism) were dead ducks. A ruthless boot-licking American-CIA clique - for a little while longer still pretending to be “soviet communists” - was in power.
The political situation was terrible, and so – potentially, at least – was the personal future for myself and presumably for those I still thought were my “children.” For Arnold Lockshin, being sent back to the US was permanent lights out. For sure.
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But there was Марианна. Lithesome and pretty and young. Only 21-22.
Oh, well, she was married. But then so was I.
How did I connect with her? The CIA-ass-licking KGB had conveniently placed Марианна and at least one other lovely not far from my office in the Онкологический центр where I had started work under tough circumstances.
I could hardly miss running into her.
We met. Connected. And it was amazingly easy from that point on.
For a few months in 1987-8, Марианна lovingly (or so it seemed) provided me not only with companionship, but with very welcome sexual arousal. She was passionate, eager and uninhibited.
Her speciality was electrifying oral sex - минет, which Марианна performed with raunchy abandon. After cursory foreplay, the tender beauty intently went after my pulsating and extended stone-hard organ. Starting fellatio slowy and amorously with tongue-massaged back-and-forth motions, Марианна proceeded with increasingly vigorous pressurized lip sucking and slurping, Her focused rapture and erotic intensity intensified my euphoric journey to explosive release in her expectant, ever active and willing mouth.
Hot sex was wherever Марианна could manage it: in her friends' apartments (friend = КГБ-arranged), in public parks, once in her parents' apartment somewhere in Подмосковье, a couple of times in her own apartment right across from Воронцовский парк – even thought her husband conceivably could have come home at any moment. Марианна seemed to be erotically hungry; and to tell the truth, so was I.
Then, damn! Around June of 1988 Марианна «had to” leave. To England for a whole year with her husband, whom “she did not love” but since he “was a good person,” could not just abandon. Especially as I had made no offer of marriage. Марианна implored me not to forget her and tearfully promised that when she returned, the lovely would offer me her lips, tongue, warm and wet vibrant young pussy as fervently as before.
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And a year later Марианна returned to Moscow and came by the Онкологический центр. When I met her, her demeanor was utterly cruel. With accentuated disdain and totally without warning Марианна sneered that she would have nothing more to do with me. We were finished. Period. No explanation given. Then she haughtily walked away.
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On the very day of this ostentatiously brutal rejection, it was widely announced in the Soviet mass media that our hero Souther-Орлов had committed suicide. What a terrible tragedy! “Происходившие в то время в нашей стране изменения не соответствовали идеалам Орлова М.Е. 22 июня 1989 года он покончил жизнь самоубийством». (Служба внешней разведки Российской Федерации, 2000)
What was Lockshin supposed to do?
Act according to plan: follow the example of my utterly dejected compatriot and soulmate Souther-Орлов! Commit suicide.
The scene was set: The country was going to the US-CIA dogs. I was confronting difficulties and insults virtually no matter where I turned. “Everybody” but me was welcoming the advent of American “democracy” and the glorious “free market” to Russia. Life was already hard – and depressing.
Then out of the blue, the devastating, pitiless blow to the gut. My longed-for fuck-suck provider had shockingly and heartlessly said goodbye forever!
“Suggestion is indeed a potent tool of manipulation... in getting the individual to react in the desired manner by exploiting the latter's predispositions and preconditioning... At the appropriate critical period... a critical cascade effect may be induced, causing the target to lose all sense of reality.” (Section 46)
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Марианна was an expert, passionate cocksucker. And more. She would spread her smooth, alluring legs to present enthralling vaginal folds with a dainty, soon-to-be engorged clit nestled in her furry cunt. She could further rouse me to fever pitch by coyly flaunting her sculptured teats while arching and shimmying a curvacous, firm ass. But most exciting of all, Марианна would avidly pucker sensuous lips to eagerly guzzle my throbbing member up to – and beyond – my urgent ejaculation.
All that was supremely pleasurable. And I was artfully led to believe with intense expectancy that when Марианна returned, ecstacy would return with her.
Erotic exhilaration, yes. Desired and anticipated, yes, Then kaput!
But nasty spurning was hardly a reason for me to kill myself. No goddamned whore – or anyone else - could make me do that.
Souther-Орлов had “committed suicide” in vain. Would-be murderous hired cunt Марианна had dutifully performed her electrifying sexual exploits to no purpose.
But, of course, there never was a Souther-Орлов.
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That Марианна, apparently, is still around. For those bloggers interested in getting the CIA-KGB slut's side of the story, there are two Moscow listings for her:
Тел: 9306784
ШУПЕНЕВА МАРИАННА АЛЕКСАНДРОВНА
Ленинский просп. д. 74 кв. 225
ШУПЕНЕВА МАРИАННА АЛЕКСАНДРОВНА
Тел: 2183743
20.02.1966
127521, г. МОСКВА, ул. АННЕНСКАЯ, д. 8, кв. 22
The chances are very high that at least one (and probably both, in different years) of these listings refer to the Марианна in question.
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Америка на практике: Властители США грубо нарушали мои права человека при проведении кампании террора, которая заставила меня покинуть родину и получить политическое убежище в Советском Союзе. См. книгу «Безмолвный террор — История политических гонений на семью в США» - "Silent Terror: One family's history of political persecution in the United States» - arnoldlockshin.wordpress.com.
Правительство США еще нарушает мои права, в течении 14 лет отказывается от выплаты причитающейся мне пенсии по старости. Властители США воруют пенсию!!
ФСБ - Федеральная служба «безопасности» России - вслед за позорным, предавшим страну предшественником КГБ, мерзко выполняет приказы секретного, кровавого хозяина (boss) - американского ЦРУ (CIA). Среди таких «задач» - мне запретить выступать в СМИ и не пропускать большинства отправленных мне комментариев. А это далеко не всё...
Арнольд Локшин, политэмигрант из США
BANNED – ЗАПРЕЩЕНО!!
ЦРУ - ФСБ забанили все мои посты и комментарии в Вконтакте!
… и в Макспарке!
What kind of shock?
1989, like all the years following my arrival in Moscow, was hard. Tense and very difficult.
By that time, it was clear that the Soviet Union and its socialism (or what remained of socialism) were dead ducks. A ruthless boot-licking American-CIA clique - for a little while longer still pretending to be “soviet communists” - was in power.
The political situation was terrible, and so – potentially, at least – was the personal future for myself and presumably for those I still thought were my “children.” For Arnold Lockshin, being sent back to the US was permanent lights out. For sure.
/////////////////////////////////
But there was Марианна. Lithesome and pretty and young. Only 21-22.
Oh, well, she was married. But then so was I.
How did I connect with her? The CIA-ass-licking KGB had conveniently placed Марианна and at least one other lovely not far from my office in the Онкологический центр where I had started work under tough circumstances.
I could hardly miss running into her.
We met. Connected. And it was amazingly easy from that point on.
For a few months in 1987-8, Марианна lovingly (or so it seemed) provided me not only with companionship, but with very welcome sexual arousal. She was passionate, eager and uninhibited.
Her speciality was electrifying oral sex - минет, which Марианна performed with raunchy abandon. After cursory foreplay, the tender beauty intently went after my pulsating and extended stone-hard organ. Starting fellatio slowy and amorously with tongue-massaged back-and-forth motions, Марианна proceeded with increasingly vigorous pressurized lip sucking and slurping, Her focused rapture and erotic intensity intensified my euphoric journey to explosive release in her expectant, ever active and willing mouth.
Hot sex was wherever Марианна could manage it: in her friends' apartments (friend = КГБ-arranged), in public parks, once in her parents' apartment somewhere in Подмосковье, a couple of times in her own apartment right across from Воронцовский парк – even thought her husband conceivably could have come home at any moment. Марианна seemed to be erotically hungry; and to tell the truth, so was I.
Then, damn! Around June of 1988 Марианна «had to” leave. To England for a whole year with her husband, whom “she did not love” but since he “was a good person,” could not just abandon. Especially as I had made no offer of marriage. Марианна implored me not to forget her and tearfully promised that when she returned, the lovely would offer me her lips, tongue, warm and wet vibrant young pussy as fervently as before.
///////////////////////////////
And a year later Марианна returned to Moscow and came by the Онкологический центр. When I met her, her demeanor was utterly cruel. With accentuated disdain and totally without warning Марианна sneered that she would have nothing more to do with me. We were finished. Period. No explanation given. Then she haughtily walked away.
//////////////////////////////
On the very day of this ostentatiously brutal rejection, it was widely announced in the Soviet mass media that our hero Souther-Орлов had committed suicide. What a terrible tragedy! “Происходившие в то время в нашей стране изменения не соответствовали идеалам Орлова М.Е. 22 июня 1989 года он покончил жизнь самоубийством». (Служба внешней разведки Российской Федерации, 2000)
What was Lockshin supposed to do?
Act according to plan: follow the example of my utterly dejected compatriot and soulmate Souther-Орлов! Commit suicide.
The scene was set: The country was going to the US-CIA dogs. I was confronting difficulties and insults virtually no matter where I turned. “Everybody” but me was welcoming the advent of American “democracy” and the glorious “free market” to Russia. Life was already hard – and depressing.
Then out of the blue, the devastating, pitiless blow to the gut. My longed-for fuck-suck provider had shockingly and heartlessly said goodbye forever!
“Suggestion is indeed a potent tool of manipulation... in getting the individual to react in the desired manner by exploiting the latter's predispositions and preconditioning... At the appropriate critical period... a critical cascade effect may be induced, causing the target to lose all sense of reality.” (Section 46)
/////////////////////////////////
Марианна was an expert, passionate cocksucker. And more. She would spread her smooth, alluring legs to present enthralling vaginal folds with a dainty, soon-to-be engorged clit nestled in her furry cunt. She could further rouse me to fever pitch by coyly flaunting her sculptured teats while arching and shimmying a curvacous, firm ass. But most exciting of all, Марианна would avidly pucker sensuous lips to eagerly guzzle my throbbing member up to – and beyond – my urgent ejaculation.
All that was supremely pleasurable. And I was artfully led to believe with intense expectancy that when Марианна returned, ecstacy would return with her.
Erotic exhilaration, yes. Desired and anticipated, yes, Then kaput!
But nasty spurning was hardly a reason for me to kill myself. No goddamned whore – or anyone else - could make me do that.
Souther-Орлов had “committed suicide” in vain. Would-be murderous hired cunt Марианна had dutifully performed her electrifying sexual exploits to no purpose.
But, of course, there never was a Souther-Орлов.
///////////////////////////////
That Марианна, apparently, is still around. For those bloggers interested in getting the CIA-KGB slut's side of the story, there are two Moscow listings for her:
Тел: 9306784
ШУПЕНЕВА МАРИАННА АЛЕКСАНДРОВНА
Ленинский просп. д. 74 кв. 225
ШУПЕНЕВА МАРИАННА АЛЕКСАНДРОВНА
Тел: 2183743
20.02.1966
127521, г. МОСКВА, ул. АННЕНСКАЯ, д. 8, кв. 22
The chances are very high that at least one (and probably both, in different years) of these listings refer to the Марианна in question.
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Америка на практике: Властители США грубо нарушали мои права человека при проведении кампании террора, которая заставила меня покинуть родину и получить политическое убежище в Советском Союзе. См. книгу «Безмолвный террор — История политических гонений на семью в США» - "Silent Terror: One family's history of political persecution in the United States» - arnoldlockshin.wordpress.com.
Правительство США еще нарушает мои права, в течении 14 лет отказывается от выплаты причитающейся мне пенсии по старости. Властители США воруют пенсию!!
ФСБ - Федеральная служба «безопасности» России - вслед за позорным, предавшим страну предшественником КГБ, мерзко выполняет приказы секретного, кровавого хозяина (boss) - американского ЦРУ (CIA). Среди таких «задач» - мне запретить выступать в СМИ и не пропускать большинства отправленных мне комментариев. А это далеко не всё...
Арнольд Локшин, политэмигрант из США
BANNED – ЗАПРЕЩЕНО!!
ЦРУ - ФСБ забанили все мои посты и комментарии в Вконтакте!
… и в Макспарке!